now it’s out on the table please pass the betrayal yes it’s a dish I seem to prepare well the recipe is simple add a dash of something natural yes now bring it to a slow boil i can see everything going white, stuck inside now i sit at a window only a double pane away from being buried alive i’ll be out in aspen that’s where i’ll be i don’t understand what’s happened to me make believe that i am nothing more than articles burn the paper scraps dissolve from your mind all the positives fraternal to emotional make me believe in my mind make me a ripple on the water of a lake frozen over i disappear again this apathy has found in me a place to be it’s no fairy tale for most men i can see everything going white, stuck inside i romance destination astray from despair but first i seek daylight i’ll be out in aspen that’s where i’ll be i don’t understand how i got to colorado my minds on the moon but i’m froze to the floor out in aspen navigating what to say i’m lost out in the cold now i don’t understand how i got to Colorado my minds on the moon but I’m froze to the floor